erms.. todae sort of nothing happen. juz as usual. but yest was really a happy day for me!!! y? coz i get meet n greet ticket to meet DAVID ARCHULETA backstage nxt wk!!!! isnt tt exciting or wat?? omg!!!! i cannot believe tt i had juz won the ticket to meet hym in person face to face!!!! omg!!! all thnx to my lil sis hu helped me call the dj n ans some primary sch questions. hahaa... but wif my help though.. haha, seriously i cannot believe tt im gonna meet hym nxt wk!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!! hahahaha.... ok. im watching boys over flowers nw on youtube coz yest i did not watch it on tv. haha.. nid to study for my eng common test tmrw!! tts all i hv... toddlex.... :)

during recess tyme juz nw, he sat nxt to me. ok. so not tt close to me. abt i tink 1 to 2 m awae frm me. haha. ok. then during class lesson juz nw, i learn how to apologise in a sincere manner. its kinda fun also to see different ppl wif different waes of apologising to ppl. hahahaha.

aft class lesson, i went home. i ate n watched american idol. haha. sempat tgk. haha. my mum sae tt adam lambert is hot n handsome. haha. he's actually is handsome n hot. only some ppl doesnt see tt. hahaha. then i went bck to schh for my malay programme.

nw im searching for adam lambert's pictures. haha. nothing better to do. but i was shocked to see some photos which make me feel sad. i saw some pictures which have his picture wif another guy!n guess wat on earth did they do??? they're kissing each other on the lips!!!!! omg!!! he's a gay!!!! he confesses tt he's a gay on a magazine!!!1 lyke wat the hell!!! now i cnnt dream of having hym as my husband coz he lykes guys more than gals!!!!! arghhh!!!! ok. nvm. i still have kris allen. although he's married, at least he lykes gals. haha. but wateva it is, i still have my aaron ramsey!!!! haha. ok. tts all. tata... :)

this is adam lambert....

this is kris allen...

this is aaron ramsey...

which one is hot?? haha...

todae i hv released my problems tt i hv been keeping to myself to idah. we took almost 2 hrs toking abt my problems n oso abt something else. thnx idah for giving me solutions n advices n willing to hear my problems. i really appreciate it alot! :) thnx babe! but i still hv some problems which i think tt its better for me to keep to myself coz it may hurt some ppl. ya. i will try my very best to solve my problems. haish....

so yest i went out wif idah,alya n sufi. haha. i was lyke thinking hu the heck is tt someone whom i noe who will be following. so it was sufi. haha. ok. went to TM n century square n luckily for me i didnt get caught by cik su. haha. wat a relieve! went bck home at 7.30pm n lucky for me (again) i didnt get scolding frm my mum for coming home late. if she were to noe tt i went to TM n century square,i will be dead meat! haha. its was fun gg out wif them even though its some kind of rushing. but how i wish i could go out wif the ppl tt i've been waiting to go out wif. only god noes hu they are. i juz dont get it y they shld fight. come on. wake up ppl!!!!!! we're taking our major exams tiz yr n forget abt tt incident n juz focus on ur studies. lyke wat idah sae , 'buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih'. forget the past n carry on wif ur lyfes. so yest,i bought taylor swift's cd coz its only $11.90.!!! but its singapore edition tts y its murah. haha. ok. so yup. tmrw i hv poa n physics class test. arghh!! test here test there.... juz nw i hv maths common test. lyke wat the hell!!!! but i must do tiz to prepare for my Os tiz yr. its better u torture urself now then being tortured by others later on. u will regret it all ur lyfe!! ok. gtg nw. nid to finish up my homeworks n study for my tests tmrw n i wanna watch american idol!!!! adam lambert is hott!!!! tt rocker baby!!!! :)

isnt he hot???

ermss.. new day of a new term... n 10 more weeks to my O level malay on 1 Jun... haishh.. how tyme flies so fast... my aim for tiz term is to focus and focus on my malay first. finish up my malay n then aft tt then i will focus on other subjects. so tiring man... last wk is march holidae,but i do not have any holidae. ok probably onli on fri i did have my holidae tt is juz staying at home n rest n rest n rest the whole dae. i do not feel bored though staying at home all dae coz i kinda lyke it alot! im the type of person who is a home kind of person. haha. on sat n sun i went to my grandma n grandpa's house in johor n i stayed there wif my family. although its a kind of short vacation to release my stress,but for me its tiring n more stress. y? coz i nid to finish up my homeworks which are due tiz wk.. omg! but still, i have yet to finish my homeworks mainly my malay,chemistry n ss e-learning homeworks. ok mayb i did finish my ss e-learning homework but the worksheet tt the relief teacher gave b4 march holidae i have not finished. haha. see... its not holidae.. but wat to do. tiz year is my crucial year n tiz yr will determin if i could go to polytechnic n take the course which i have been dreaming of. so i will nid to put my 100000% focus on my studies n avoid all disruptancy along the wae. forget abt my frenz problem or my problems related to my frenz n focus om my studies. ok... ermss.. i guess tts all i hv to sae. wanna go n sleep n tonight i wanna finish off my homeworks n revise my studies n study for my physics test tmrw n oso watch boys over flowers at 9pm! haha. my kim beom... so cute.... :)

isn't he cute???? :)))

24 February 2009, Tuesday

Today is me junior’s birthday! Or should i say my crush’s birthday! Happy sweet sixteen dear! Love you! Kisses from me to you! Haha. Ok stop that. Ok. So it was his birthday today.goodbye!

28 February 2009, Saturday

Today i have to get up early despite it was a Saturday! Why? Coz i have to go to school as i have something to do. Actually not only me but all secondary 4s and 5s have to do. We have to collect old newspapers and old clothes as part of our community involvement project(CIP). Each class have been assigned different blocks to get the ols newspapers and old clothes. So my class took blocks 510,511,512 and 513. It was fun and interesting but at the same time it was tiring as we need to carry the stuffs from different houses all the way down to the first floor. After the whole thing ended, me, nil, and naz went to Tampines Mall to buy idah’s present. After buying her a pair of earings, we went to shops to shops to waste our time as it was still early. And this time, my mum knew about it. Haha. Ok. Then naz had to go back home and me n nil decided to sit and rest at Mcdonalds. We have finished our food- actually it was nil who was eating- and i felt vibrations on my pocket. It was my phone ringing. So i took it out and i was damn surprised to see the name of someone whom i’ve been waiting all this while to call me and talked to me on the phone! It was rizuwan’s name! And he’s picture too appeared on my phone screen. Oh my god! That was what i’ve been telling myself. Then i showed nil my phone and she suggested that she wants to answer the phone! But i told her that i want to answer and talk to him. So i answered and talked to him. I could feel my heart beating fast. This is what he called me for : “Hello atika. Kau kat mane?” “Aku kat mcdonalds tampines mall. Nape? “ “Oh aku kat mini toons.” Then silence. “ok.tkpe. bye.” That’s what the conversation is like. Then a few minutes later he messaged me. “kau beli kn ape untok shahidah?” then nil suggested that she will reply him using my phone. “aku n nil n naz belikn die a pair of earings. Haha.” “okayy.” “krg belikn die ape pulak?” “kite tktau. Kau rase2 kite patut beli ape?” “oh. Erms why not belikn die t-shirt kat Samuel and Kevin.” “ape size?...” “ M boleh. Kau estimate uh.” “beli kn wallet bleh?...” “boleh.” “kayy. Thanks” “welcum”. That was the messages between me and him. Actually its between him and nil uh. Arghh!!!!! I shouldn’t have told nil about him messaging me!!!! Now there goes my opportunity..... damn it... now its 6.01pm. at 6.30pm,i need to bath and then im going to long john silver for dinner with my family and my uncle. Ok. So i have to get going now. Goodbye!

27 February 2009, Friday

Today is ruzaini’s birthday. Happy birthday my friend!! Hahaa.. ok actually that was meant to be sarcastic! Ok. So it was his birthday. And on his birthday, there is a malay test. So the first two periods are malay. Then we did our tests. It was some kind of not hard and not easy for me. Haha. But im scared of the results. Ok. So the bell had rung and we have to hand in our papers. So i finished and i wanted to hand in to my teacher. But rizuwan seemed to be collecting the papers. So i called him and gave him my paper. Ok. During social studies lesson, my social studies teacher asked us to sing a birthday song for ruzaini. So we sang. Ok. Then during recess time, we ate the birthday cake that Stephanie had bought with jaslyn. It was nice. Then right after school, me and nil dashed out of our classroom leaving all our friends whom we usually went home with behind. Haaha. Sorry babes! We rushed out because we’re going to watch he’s just not that into you at century square. Again! Haha. The show was fun and interesting. And its my kind of movies to watch. So i enjoyed it alot! And moreover, i was the one who wants to watch it. So yup. After the movie ends, me and nil went to look around for idah’s birthday present. After finding idah’s present, we wanted to go home. On our way out of Tampines Mall, i was shocked to meet Cik Ikam with his friends! I was damn scared at that time. Coz i’m scared that he will tell my mum about me watching movies coz he talked to me and asked me what am i doing there. I think i made two mistakes. Firstly, i shouldn’t have told him that i was watching a movie. Secondly, i shouldn’t have told my sister about it. Oh what a stupid person am i! So yup. That’s all. Goodbye!

26 February 2009, Thursday

Today something i have been waiting for happened. Actually no what i’ve been looking forward but something did happen which make me happy!! During malay class, my malay teacher wanted to go through the questions we did yesterday. So she asked us to mark our own answers as she tell us the answers. After that, she asked us to accumulate our marks. The paper is appoint 100 marks. I counted my marks and i got 64 marks over 100 marks. Then nil asked rizuwan how much he get. And guess what?? He got the same mark as me that is 64! And upon hearing that, nil told him that he got the same mark as me!! And he was like “eh? Ade chance..” and i was like what in the world is he talking about! So yup. That’s what happened!!! Hahaa. Ok. That’s all.. goodbye!

25 February 2009, Wednesday

Today i have two science tests. First is my physics common test. I think i can do it. Luckily yesterday i had learnt a little. But my chemistry class test i can’t do it. Coz i did not learned it yesterday as i was busy wishing farhan happy birthday at friendster and searching my aaron ramsey photos at the same time until i had no time to study for my chemistry test! What a waste of time i did spend on my laptop! I’m so stupid!! I’m taking o level this year and yet early in the year im behaving like this!!i have to stop this right now!!!! Ok. That’s all.. goodbye!

20 February 2009, Friday

Its malay lesson first. My malay teacher did not come to school. So a relieved teacher came and relieve us. So the teacher has yet to come to our class. Then khairil entertained us by asking us some questions related to malay topics. Then he asked us to form into two groups. In my group there is me, nil, dini, ain, shabeer, nazurah and last but not least not forgetting my one and only rizuwan. Hahaa.. ok. Then we’re in our own team and the game started. We take turns to show what the others in our group have to say. Since my malay teacher is not in school, there is no malay afternoon programme. Thank god! So me, nil, naz and idah decided to watch a movie, pink panther 2. We went to century square again and we watched there. The place was cosy that’s why we decided to go and watch movies there. And the price of a ticket for students is $6 only everyday. Then rizuwan, shabeer, khairil and hakeem too watched pink panther 2 at the same place that is century square! Haha. Actually they wanted to watch the curious case of Benjamin buttons but the show only will be showing at 10 at night. Haha. That’s why they decided to watch pink panther 2 instead. Coz the next show of pink panther 2 is at 5.30 in the afternoon. They get the information from me! Haaha.. ok. That’s all that i could remember! Goodbye!